Maybe that was because of my small dick, but I was deriving great sensual pleasure in reading those stories, and imagining myself as a submissive, cock sucking husband, who gets off on sucking those larger cocks that are described so well that I could almost taste them.Īll of the submissive feelings I was having made me want to find a man to suck, but I didn’t know where to begin. I’m a well-educated and perceptive guy, and I began to realize that my identification with the cuckold characters in those stories was exposing some bisexual or even homosexual propensities in my character, that I never knew about previously. I still loved Kendra, and I was just looking for sexual relief in the safest way possible. It was tempting to look for other women who might be receptive, but I thought that entering a relationship with a middle-aged woman could be a risky endeavor since I didn’t want my marriage to end badly.
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And the strange thing is that in those fantasies, I started to envision myself sucking the cum of other men from my wife’s pussy and even sucking her lovers’ cocks. I have a small, four-inch dick, and became immersed in the stories, almost as if it was my wife fucking other men. That’s when I started enjoying the stories on those sites, because it was easy for me to identify with the cuckold characters. In my case, I started going to porn sites and began viewing photos and short video clips of heterosexual sex, before discovering the cuckold genre. I found myself in a similar situation at the time I turned forty-eight years old when my wife, Kendra, was forty-seven. Some men just accept those changes, while others either seek out other women or men for relief and/or turn to porn for at least some sexual enjoyment. Sometimes this is caused by hormonal changes resulting from menopause, or it could be that they have simply tired of the ritual and no longer enjoy it.
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There is a sad fact of life that some men discover as they age into their late forties and fifties some of the wives, who had been good and accommodating lovers from before marriage and until their late forties, lose interest in having sex.